Wow... where to start? Well as some of you may remember, I'm from the Ohio Probe's crew but have been in the Army for almost 2 years in Louisianna. Well, you might remember when I got deployed last April. I just came back. Here's my story...
Well, when I got to LA I met a girl named Melanie. I fell in love with her instantly... After a while of dating, we found out she was pregnant. We had already talked about marriage, and I wanted it so bad. So did she. Well, we got married on April 8th 2003 and I got deployed on April 25th. Well, my wife had to go for a week to Florida between that and I was working a lot so it was cool. Well, while she was gone I had my JImmy and her car also. One day a girl I know asked me help move some stuff from her garage and into her house for her. (she had just moved) Well, I went over to help, we were friends right? Anyway, I drove the wife's car. Now, she and I are both married. My wife was pregnant, and she already had a daughter. Innocent, right? Well, I didn't tell my wife about it. She found out from using my screen name ( let her while I was deployed) and she was pissed about it. Then, I made the mistake of joking with an ex who was feeling down that "I missed hitting that"... Melanie also found that because the e-mail didn't delete. Pissed about that... Then when Gregory was born, I got 2 weeks leave. I came home and evrything was new to me again... New son, freedom again.. no one shooting at me, no exposions... I jumped at everything though... Well Melanie is pissed because I wouldn't hold Greg much, and I was distant and went driving quite a bit (to think). She thinks my Jimmy and MX-6 mean more to me then her and Greg... definately not. Now, my deployment isn't up until April this year, but I am home on Emergency Leave because Gregory had heart problems and is in bad shape... Now she is mad because I can't sit in the PICU room very much... I hate seeing him like that... Well, now she wants a divorce and I can't do anything to stop it. She still loves me, and still cares about me. She said it won't work in this marriage, but if I still want her like I say I do then I will show it. She said that if I can, she'll get married again. WTF? She said she just can't take the way I treated her... But I cut out the dumb-sh*t and it doesnt matter...
I'm busted up inside, this sucks... Any advice?
Well, when I got to LA I met a girl named Melanie. I fell in love with her instantly... After a while of dating, we found out she was pregnant. We had already talked about marriage, and I wanted it so bad. So did she. Well, we got married on April 8th 2003 and I got deployed on April 25th. Well, my wife had to go for a week to Florida between that and I was working a lot so it was cool. Well, while she was gone I had my JImmy and her car also. One day a girl I know asked me help move some stuff from her garage and into her house for her. (she had just moved) Well, I went over to help, we were friends right? Anyway, I drove the wife's car. Now, she and I are both married. My wife was pregnant, and she already had a daughter. Innocent, right? Well, I didn't tell my wife about it. She found out from using my screen name ( let her while I was deployed) and she was pissed about it. Then, I made the mistake of joking with an ex who was feeling down that "I missed hitting that"... Melanie also found that because the e-mail didn't delete. Pissed about that... Then when Gregory was born, I got 2 weeks leave. I came home and evrything was new to me again... New son, freedom again.. no one shooting at me, no exposions... I jumped at everything though... Well Melanie is pissed because I wouldn't hold Greg much, and I was distant and went driving quite a bit (to think). She thinks my Jimmy and MX-6 mean more to me then her and Greg... definately not. Now, my deployment isn't up until April this year, but I am home on Emergency Leave because Gregory had heart problems and is in bad shape... Now she is mad because I can't sit in the PICU room very much... I hate seeing him like that... Well, now she wants a divorce and I can't do anything to stop it. She still loves me, and still cares about me. She said it won't work in this marriage, but if I still want her like I say I do then I will show it. She said that if I can, she'll get married again. WTF? She said she just can't take the way I treated her... But I cut out the dumb-sh*t and it doesnt matter...
I'm busted up inside, this sucks... Any advice?
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